Scenario 4 of 4 in response to the question: How do we work together on interesting things? (as part of a scenario planning exercise)
(axis: individual vision and some people available some of the time)
a group of individuals, dedicating themselves to a range of practices intermittently. occasionally get together in bars/cycling/feasts to share ideas and inspiration. not always interested in the details of each others work/hobbies but are willing to help each other with sometimes unusual requests 'because it's interesting' or a challenge. they enjoy conversation and sharing compliments/ridicule of each other's work/hobbies. the group has a shifting dynamic, depending on who turns up to various events/openings/dinner/bar/cafe sessions. variety and lack of continuity, certain spontaneity and unexpected opportunities due to shifting network/group. a few of the more involved artists set up a salon in the studio they share, this forms a focus for the disparate discussions/directions/etc that go on in the 'other' venues. motivation is mostly personal, and individual varying with level of commitment available (erratic). based more on mutual respect than trust or reliability. salon, Stammtisch (estaminet, stamkroeg), situations.
Notes from the design session:
on 20120427 we (maja, nik, rasa, peter and (remote) shell) prehersed this scenario at FoAM;
Notes from the debrief on 20120507
* Listening circle is a good way to ask 'how was it for you', but a 'talking piece' would be good to use so everyone knows who should speak and when the circle ends. It's good to speak only about your own experience, rather than offering opinions or giving advice.
i woke up early, had my morning ritual and focused on what my interests and my vision were. 2 things came to mind: on the one hand i'm a 'life artist' whose daily life is her artwork and on the other hand i want to work on creating situations of 'direct experience' with reality as a whole. for this one day i wanted to work on turning my cancer diaries into a well designed scrap-book that would be published as an art object as well as distributed online; the second thing was borrowed scenery and the direct experience of viriditas through human-plant interaction.
i decided my 3 rules for the day: i would only be around people and do things that would (1) interest me, (2) further my vision and goals and (3) allow me to learn new things. everything else was a lower priority and i should not waste too much of my time, energy and attention.
i exercised, had breakfast and wrote my diary. i didn't want to go to the studio, but expected that we'd have a meeting about how to proceed with the prehearsal, so i went after all even though this didn't fit in my idea of the scenario (which caused a bit of tension, but i ignored it).
on the way to the studio, i bought some tea and cookies - my contribution to the salon in the afternoon. i got to the studio and contacted the borrowed scenery curator to know about the deadline for the text that i had to send to her. This relationship seemed much more important to cultivate than usual. I thought about getting some propaganda material ordered, when someone called FoAM and i made a mistake of picking up the phone. i was instantly catapulted out of my 'individual vision' role and back into my normal role of being available to solve other people's problems before tending to my own plans. i noted this, accepted it, dealt with the problem the best i could and got back into my role asap. to avoid such things happening again i sent an email announcing that i will not be available for meetings for the rest of the day and that i spoke to the director of FoAM who said that we can use the space for the salon (but bring our own food and drinks) only until 7pm. after that we would have had to continue in a bar.
i felt strongly that using FoAM's space and resources went against the planned scenario, where all infrastructure had to be borrowed from someone else. i felt it was wrong to come to FoAM and use food and space as-is (funded, with a full fridge, no time restrictions…). however, as i didn't design the prehearsal, i couldn't do much about it, except try to put a time limit on it, so that we could try out a salon somewhere else as well.
i invited nik for lunch, to talk about my book and see if he was interested in helping me design it. we had an interesting conversation about his design and photography directions and my projects. as my project was of interest to him and his career, he accepted to collaborate on it. during lunch i got a message from rasa that she forgot a key to the studio and asked if i was there. i simply replied that i wasn't and that i might be back in about 45 minutes. no worry or obligation arose in me.
i came back to the studio and worked on a moodboard for borrowed scenery. i could begin seeing glimpses of the aesthetic and experience i wanted to get to with the back story when nik returned with rasa. rasa proceeded to water the plants and help out a visiting artist with borrowing kitchen utensils from FoAM. i was puzzled, as i thought that we would all have been 'in character' and what she was doing seemed like her normal role at FoAM. she also talked to me about making beds for cocky and theun for next week, which made me step out of my role to be able to talk to her. it annoyed me that we didn't have clear rules and times for the prehearsal and that i was so easily thrown back into my normal role. however, my interest quickly pulled me back to the mood-board and i enjoyed the feeling that i was able to do what i felt like doing, regardless of what the others were up to.
then 5pm arrived, the time for the 'salon'. only nik, rasa and i were around. rasa took on a fictional role of a person stealing interesting things and selling them on. after a short conversation, i realised that further conversation was going against my 'rules' and that i should leave as soon as i can. shelly called in from london (on skype), and her contribution interested me. she was great in a role of an interested tv journalist, bart and carole perfectly engrossed in making edible solar cells - it all fit the scenario well, while they were still themselves. even though the content was good, the technology was lacking (breaking up, shelly couldn't engage in the activities as she wanted because of carrying a heavy computer around…) - AR would have to be much further developed if remote contributions were to work in this scenario. after they logged off i spoke to nik and rasa for a bit longer, brought out my cookies and tea. i realised that i began making my character more and more fictional, in response to rasa's fictional stories - i felt that what i was doing that day wasn't interesting enough. it was easier inventing stories than being myself in that moment, but i felt like i landed in a children's birthday party and the experience seemed less and less relevant and insightful. peter arrived in another ficitional role, then coralie came very shy talking about her day on a conference about art in prisons - possibly interesting. then kiran came in his normal role of talking about his individual interests which fit perfectly without acting. peter brought some fries, which were a great contribution. we were all a bit hungry. both coralie and peter went to the fridge and took FoAM's food out. i was getting increasingly annoyed, disinterested and the whole thing seemed totally pointless and ridiculous. i remembered my rules (about prioritising interest and learning) and saw that it was nearly 7pm. i knew i needed to leave asap and go to a bar to meet others. i stood up and said good bye. i didn't want to be a part of breaking FoAM's rules, but i didn't care if the rest did - it just meant that we probably couldn't use that space any more.
after i left i felt that i stayed there too long, wasting my precious time and not furthering my interests. i went to de walvis, saw guy and annemie and went to join them. nik came along after a some time and joined us as well. it was unexpected, unattached and exactly as i thought the salon would be - everyone talking about their own interests, and everyone doing interesting things so that the conversation flowed for hours. when i felt tired, i got up and left, without feeling any obligations. i had a good time, learned things, found out about potential collaborations and felt that it was time for me to leave.
nik and i walked home and had a great conversation about our experiences. we both enjoyed the day and were amazed how light we felt being able to ignore at least some of the various requests that kept bombarding us - things that we usually take for granted that they have to be dealt immediately. being an individual artist definitely has its benefits…
in the morning i woke up very happy to figure out that the prehearsal could actually be seen as a form of meditation: trying out different attitudes, staying with my own thoughts and feelings and learning more about myself and others in different situations. i felt it gave me much more options to decide how and what i want to do in my daily life. as such, it was a successful first prehearsal experiment, with many avenues for improvement, but a lot of potential.